My mind is still in a good condition.

Um...well, actually many of my friends ask me to get over him. Yes I know why and I don't wanna tell the reasons here. It's a "long" story haha. Btw I've actually made a big mistake there - putting my hopes up too high on someone whom is not even mine. Argh I wish I could reverse the time when we just started being friends. Well note to self, "Don't expect too much, because the higher you are, the deeper you might fall." Meh it's my bad, I can't always blame the person for always disappointing me. I may look bossy to him somehow. To the readers here, remember that there must be a good reason for everything that happened. God sent him into my life to teach me lessons. I think that's the answer so I shouldn't be sad all the time. Then God will give me something much better in the future, insyaAllah :)

Dear my friends, whatever it is I need some time to get over this -_-